the sense of ending in the first month

thank you for a first month and more 1 week or 2 weeks? whatever.
thank you for the sweet things moment that you give for me.
thank you for the precious moment that you around with me.
thank you for your patiently
thank you for your truthfuly
thank you for your a lil bit 'bad thing' that maybe lil bit bitter too. but that a lesson
thank you for being make me feel had someone to love, protect, care, and i do i feel you do that too.

i'm sorry for makes you always mad
i'm sorry being untruthful with you :(
i'm sorry we dont talk much each other

still, i love your right now jor.
i still can't stop to love you.
i still want to do anything more together
i still fallin' in love with you

you're the one that i love with no reason jor.
feels like empty room in my heart right now.
why you gone too fast?
maybe you realize that you choose the wrong person like me.

that i keep thinking much, i better know you as friend for the first time
why you want me to be your lovers?
i cant imagine that the end feels so bitter.
but you're the most of my beautiful mistakes, jor

can i think i'll regret to love you? no.
altough you are the most sweet jerk i've ever met, i still ever fall in love with you.

want to breakfree
i've breakfree

i'll let you go jor.
but i'm not ready to see you with another girl.
it's hurt too much
altough i already let you
but i'm sooooo feelin down if you do that:(

please don't...
i need the time to forget you as soon as possible
help me to forget you, jor.

my head say i've already forget you, but my heart don't jor.
can i've second chance, jor?
maybe my wish feels so disgusting for you, right?

i'm sorry, but that my heart can't lie anymore that i still love you jor:(
i'm sorry

i'm so fckn miss you
i wish you were here with me, again :)

the first time that you makes me fall in love with you so badly. i''ve been feeling had butterfly in my stomach. i miss that feeling (29th June 2014)

the second time. finally we've meet for the very first time! you're such an amazing boy that i've ever met? i'm so fckn damn like like like you. we talk much for that day. that feel... i love you. then after meet me you keep saying "i miss you" for a thousand time to me. feelin so amazing... because of that you made this (that pic with my name) for me. you keep saying you're happy met with me today (4th July 2014)

officialy i'm your girlfriend (8th July 2014)

officialy i'm you ex gf (17th August 2014)

officialy being your friend (for-ever?)

...

i don't know what will happened next time.

but lemme give you something special...

this is that my feeling right now :)

 

and this is for the last time. i hope you'll remember this. you gave me that song before us officially have relationship :)

i love you for thousand times right now :)